I ended up doing things a little different this morning, but perhaps tomorrow I’ll have another rune post. I have a few nights this week that I work late so it makes it harder for me to make posts for this.
I have totally managed to mangle up an update from my Archive of Our Own, I am mostly writing for Rainbow Six: Siege, but I have some ideas for other fanfics I want to write, but for now, I gotta update what I’ve been working on. I have a lot of people expecting updates, especially for the Heart’s Pulse. Woo, I’m actually writing, I swear.
At this point, I am just going to do whatever I feel like. Or well, post whatever I feel like, really. I have gotten into writing fanfiction (all while still trying to plot out my own novel
which hasn’t gotten very far) and I am doing more pagan stuff, I am getting my own groove. I have found that I am working mostly with Freyja and Freyr, and so I will be talking more about that in future posts. I am still crocheting, albeit my depression recently has caused a full stop to 90% of my activities as of late. I am desperately trying to take care of myself. I will also be talking about my alters and I will have categories/tags for who’s fronting when and whatnot. I am not hiding anymore, none of my interests. So I will be blogging a lot more about a huge variety of things, ranging from fandom stuff, gaming, pagan stuff, my gods, and also internal personal stuff.
today is about communication, sharing in any kind of relationship (whether it be a friendship, a lover, a family member). Being grateful for what you have, and protecting it, but not so much so that you lose it. You need to share that, be generous with your feelings. Nourish yourself, as well as others, today.
Also note: just as I do in tarot, I don’t read reversals that is something I’ve officially decided, gotta use the same rules lmao
[July 14, 2018]
I went out today for the first time in a while. It was nice, I went out to my favorite locally owned café down the road from my house. I will probably record a vlog later this week (I don’t really have the time today as I have things to work on). But I have a plan to be more of a regular to this little café down the road. I’ve always been vocally supporting local business. Now it is about time I actually used my free money for it. I am probably going to be a regular here, that is a nice thought for me. Plus, I can buy a large coffee here for cheaper than at Starbucks, aand it tastes more like actual coffee! So bonus points all around, plus the people who work here are really nice.
I went on my run, and the moon was still out this morning! It was pretty cold (my phone told me it was only 47 degrees out there, so it wasn’t as bad as I had originally feared it would be! I did yoga before my run, and some yoga after! I feel super great. I was doing a little bit of walking as the sun was rising and I managed to get a great photo of the sunrise. Before it even really touched the horizon really, but still, its there! I think it is safe to say that this morning was a success! Now, I just have to go through the rest of today and make it great too.
Maybe I’m loosing my mind, but what has been stopping me from making posts for so long is because some of my posts, in fact many of them would be almost like journal entries,,, maybe personal? Maybe vague? Maybe odd? Recounting stories and what is left of my memory of the day. I don’t think you guys care about that.
Could be me.
But I would post more if that is what I thought you wanted to se, even if it is just me rambling on about things. Maybe if I just blogged how I wanted I wouldn’t feel so stressed about it?
What do you think?
Anyways, see you with the next post!
This week has been a meh week. I have had low spoons for the last few days, and so it has been hard for me to do things. I am barely managing. But in the next few days I should be able to get back into the swing of things, this will just be a blank week with the runes. I am sorry for not posting, but I am trying. It has just been hard due to low energy… I do have a lot to talk about in my next vlog though! I have so many things I have done! I am kind of excited. Things have also been thrown off slightly due to it being October now, and this is Prep-tober for me, as NaNoWriMo is next month and I really want to participate this year! So I have been trying to rearrange how I do things.
Today’s runes are about many things. Plans may not go as you had intended for them to go today, but that is okay. This is all part of some internal growth, as problem solving may not be your best suit, but it may be time to work on it. Frustration may happen because of this, but don’t let your frustration completely overwhelm you. Good things are coming from this roadblock.
And when you get past it all, it will be like a whole new day has come.